I had my birthday and turned 22. I had a great birthday. April went down hill fast from there. I realized that i didn't have all the time in the world to get things figured out anymore. So i am getting my butt in gear. I am going to go back to school. I'm going to be a thoracic surgeon. I'm going to be in school for ages. But oh well. I don't have kids, I'm not married, and if i gotta go into debt to go back to school, I might as well go back for something that i REALLY want to do, not just something that i could do. I talked to the counselor and i have to go back next week. so we will see!
After my birthday Frank started showing up at my apartment and blowing up my phone. When i continued to ignore him he called my boss and family to tell them horrible lies about me. I talked to my roommates, who are also affected by his insanity, and we decided that the best thing to do would be to get a restraining order, file charges and change all of my contact information. so we did. and now we are thinking about getting a different apartment so he cant show up here. Well if he does he goes to jail, but still I'm constantly worrying that hes at the door. I cant wait for the divorce to be final and him to just be gone!
I'm trying to grow out my hair. But something happened and the last six inches just started to fray. I tried everything to fix it. And nothing. So my roommate Elissa(who is also a hair stylist) cut it for me. Then we died it. so now i am starting over... but it looks cute! Sadly the ends keep fraying. So I'm not sure what to do about that!
So I have had a really bad cough and sore throat the last couple days. Bad enough that yesterday morning i decided i was going to go the doctor on Monday. Well Friday night at work i got really hot and couldn't breath So my friend Sara made me go sit outside till i could breath. She thought i was stressing over other things. When really i forgot my inhaler at home and my cough is just really bad. so Then Saturday night i got to work and had been there for an hour and i started coughing and couldn't stop. I drank three water bottles trying to cool myself off so i could maybe breath easier. and i just couldn't. I don't know why. It was just SO HOT! So Darcy was standing next to me in the kitchen and she looked at me and said are you okay? and i shook my head and started crying. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY! so she said go to the bathroom and wash your face ill watch your table. So i started walking to the bathroom and i was dizzy and shaking and i was still not able to get enough air to feel right. And i had my inhaler on me but i kept using it and it wasn't helping. Well i made it to the bathroom and my crying got completely out of control which made it harder and harder to breath and i was so hot that sweat was just pouring down my face, well one of the girls was in there and she asked if i wanted Shelly (the manager) and i said no. So she got Darcy cuz she is a MA. Really i wanted to just let it pass. so she came running in there and was able to help me get my breathing a littte better under control, while Shelly called 911 because i was still not breathing as well as i would have liked and They wouldnt listen to me when i told them to jsut wait. The EMT showed up, made me get on the stretcher IN FRONT OF EVERYONE! and go with them. Well it turns out my blood sugar was really low, my thyroid is totally out of whack, I have a upper respiratory infection and was really dehydrated, and when i couldn't breath i guess it triggered a panic attack.I dont understand how i could be dehydrated though! I only drink water! I dont drink pop, I dont like juice. I only like water. and i drink about a gallon a day, without exagerating. Im alway thirsty, so i drink a lot. Even my freind that came with me was all, 'Are you sure she is dehydrated? she drinks more water then i have ever seen anyone drink.no lie' but whatever they put me on oxygen and gave me a IV. and about half way into the IV i felt FINE! So i guess they were right...I feel fine now, really stupid, but fine. they finally released me at nine and i went home and went to bed. but i have to go back to the doctor tomorrow. So we will see what he says.
So that's April. I'm crossing my fingers may goes a different direction!
